I wasn't the type to get sick. Not like this. Something was wrong. Or...
No I wouldn't think of that. Not now.
But it's what you want right? You are engaged to him...allowed him to take your body...gave yourself over for him to posses once more.
I shook those thoughts out of my head. I had to keep my head about this. Not only was I worried about what Lav would say or do if should found out. I was more worried at what Tom would think or even do to me when he found out I might be carrying his child. I knew this was not what he had planed at all. He might of planed on making me his wife, but I knew it wasn't going to happen any time soon. Not before this summer any ways. Even then I knew my place was not to be the barer of his children. It was to be his wife, a woman of power to stand by him. He had someone who gave him his children. That was not my role. At least not for a long time to come.
I take up a paper towel and wipe away the droplets that remained. I was fucked, more then I would ever let myself know.
I take a hold of the door, took a deep breath, and opened it.