Ginerva Molly Weasley (ginny4ever) wrote in theforbiddenone,
Ginerva Molly Weasley

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In over my head?

I walk out of the stall of the girls public bathroom very slowly. Clutching my stomach. It had been my second trip in there to throw up this morning. I walk up to the sink and splash some water on my face before I look at my reflection. This had been going on for a few days. As much as I tried to deny it...this was big.

I wasn't the type to get sick. Not like this. Something was wrong. Or...

No I wouldn't think of that. Not now.

But it's what you want right? You are engaged to him...allowed him to take your body...gave yourself over for him to posses once more.

I shook those thoughts out of my head. I had to keep my head about this. Not only was I worried about what Lav would say or do if should found out. I was more worried at what Tom would think or even do to me when he found out I might be carrying his child. I knew this was not what he had planed at all. He might of planed on making me his wife, but I knew it wasn't going to happen any time soon. Not before this summer any ways. Even then I knew my place was not to be the barer of his children. It was to be his wife, a woman of power to stand by him. He had someone who gave him his children. That was not my role. At least not for a long time to come.

I take up a paper towel and wipe away the droplets that remained. I was fucked, more then I would ever let myself know.

I take a hold of the door, took a deep breath, and opened it.
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